DANG

shit has been a while huh?

if u still use this damn thing.. respond!!! let me kno how u guys are doing!!!

sometimes i just wanna ask... why does god hate me so much?

i mean... i believe i should have been done payin back everything i ever done...

man... life's been wack... how the fuk can one's happiness end in a simple week?

to her...

look... u have no clue how much i miss u... no one has ever made me happy in such a long time... i thnk u for everything u did that week... and how much u stood up for me against ur family member... i dont kno wat to do... im sorry... for causing u all that trouble... now u wont be able to have the same kind of freedom u once had for a while... im sorry for everything... i promiss i wont forget us... i promiss i wont forget that week...

no matter wats gunna happen... i will still believe and have faith in us... i hope u do and feel  the same way also...

yawn.... i have awaken! lol

well... this will be my last entry... sorry =(

to keep this short...

anything new eh?

phone, job, people, and umm... alot richer than before lol

who knos wat my life will lead to... i used to be a person who plans everything... but now... ill just follow wherever the wind takes me.... and no im not a street fighter lol

oh! i did meet someone... but it still feels like a dream u kno? but im still not quite sure... 11/03/05 will always be remembered... if we didnt talk that day... we would ve never known...

anyways... this will be our goodbye... sniff sniff LOL

u wanna keep track of kusub? well... i have a myspace...

www.myspace.com/kusub

laterz

sighhhh... havent done dis in a while... u wanna kno wats up? aite aite...   

May 7 = i got my new car lol happy ass nigga

June 11 = went to HIN

dont mess wit dis car nigga lol especially gayass fatass EVOS!!!!

hin was pretty koo.. went wit my crewmates ryan and norvin... lol da car was too good up in there... same goes for da gurls too... and oh yea... da pepsi motion tour was outstandin... i mean it... it was like u got served all ova again... i would put up more pix (its on da side... limited amount of time only lol)... but... i dont want da ppl who didnt go see too much lol...

ehh life is good life is good lol... from may 7 till june 11 i couldnt remember shit...

aite aite... ta ta for now... peace till i post again.. which might be in 3 months lol

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damn... i had to update again... cuz dis song got me good

"Think to myself everyday
How they slit us apart, for different men that shared the same heart
It had to happen this way
Us go our separate way
Would be lying if I said I didn’t miss the col-fax days
Sit and think to myself about how this thing has changed my life

Damn we was suppose to be boys for life..."

its funny how sometimes a song can relate to ur life... for me... dat part relates perfectly abt mine... im not sad abt losing a frend... just pissed becuz... i mean... its just how can someone u trust do dis to u? oh well life moves on... and da rest of u guys out there... dont worry...i aint leaving da crew over one jackass...

and u always said it too... "kusub, i can only see u and wade as my life long frend out of dis whole crew..."

im not gunna mention ur name aite... but u shud kno who u are... cuz bro... ur too bogus...

aite... sorry xanga folks for dis gay shit... but i had to let something out... dis is too long... peace

yo yo... feel like updating today lol... yea yea i kno its kinda rare for me to update... umm... aite

im feeling alot better now! phew... no more shit i hope

umm... chilled wit dis new kid name geeno... he's pretty koo...

im starting a bboi session at my place pretty soon... ask if ur interested

im starting to talk to dis one gurl name Jane Lim again... we havent spoke for a long ass time... glad im getting da frendship back...

random quiz... take it! lol... if ur a getbacker fan... dis shit is too easy

You are Midou Ban! You're sometimes too rude, but
you work hard to get what you want, or what you
deserve. Once you make friends with someone,
you wholly believe in their abilities, but that
doesn't stop you from being protective of those
you hold dear.

Get Backers Personality Quiz brought to you by Quizilla

well laterz till next time i post...